Back to Kampar =)

Cousin & Me

Well, one week is over and now I'm back to quiet and peaceful Kampar again =) Have to say goodbye to my friends and my family and ready for all my assignments and test which is around the corner!

I miss my parents a lot...especially my mom... i think she wanted to cry this morning as she wave her hand when I leave the city... I really thank God that I can spend time with them and also with my friends...

Well, my relationship with my mom is very bad since I was young, I am very rebellious and it is a challenge for them to raise me up..=) I have flooded the whole house; kept a chick alive in the fridge; opened a bottle of wine which my dad had kept for more than 20 years and I just pour it into the sink; I pee in my enemy's kiwi juice and let her drink and etc...=) naughty huh?? anyway, I'm changed now by the grace of God! Though there is still long way to go for God to mould and change me so that I can serve Him in more ways!

During the holidays, I nearly every night spend my time with my friends in either in coffee bean or in starbucks... haha... I really hope I can have more time to listen and encourage them! To Esther... I really hope you can find back your passion for Him! I will always keep you in my prayer!!

XiuQi, Me & Adelyn

Right now, I have to prepare my heart for studies and assignments d!! Will be super busy in coming week... Other than that, I also have to jimat jimat use my $$$ d... spend too much in Penang for shopping...T.T Lets say no to Ghany and HQ in Kampar! =)

Thanks, Belle....

I feel so blessed to have Belle staying with me for this past few days... When I look at her, I think of myself in the past... We have so much things in common! =)

Well, every night we will share our problems together, pray for one another and also force her to smell my smelly boaster(Jane) which i never wash it for 14years! Wakaka! I think my fish will die instantly if I throw it into the aquarium! hehe...I will also make sure she will give me a good night kiss before I sleep! =) hehe... After this post, I think my friends will never dare to have sleepover at my place anymore...

Belle... I really appreciate you for being my good friend and my sister in Christ... Be strong and courage for the Lord is with you... I am hoping to see the day when God answer your prayers just like how He has answer mine! He will bring you out from the shadow and you will able to serve Him and shine for Him in more ways... Thanks for sharing with me the psalm that you have written and I will always keep you in my prayers! When you feel lonely in Kampar, remember that there is someone who cares for you and love you more than anyone else...God will be your best and your closest friend! =)

Thanks again sis! I wish you can stay over for few more days...Gonna miss the time we spend together... Anyway, wish you will have an enjoyable holidays during Chinese New Year and don't forget my Jane k! Goin to miss you alot T.T Gambatae!!

A song for you....

Think about His Love,
Think about His Goodness,
Think about His Grace,
That brought us through...
For as high as the Heavens above,
So Great is the measure of Our Father's love
So Great is the measure of Our Father's love...
How could I forget His love,
How could I forget His mercy,
He satisfies, He satisfies,
He satisfies...
My desires.

My 1st Blog!! =)

O Lord, I am lost like a sheep without a shepherd,
Shine Your light to show me the way back Into Your arms again.
Forgive my sins and don't hide Your face from me.
For my life without You is meaningless.

Yesterday, the topic we have learned in the cg is about praying with psalm... this is the psalm that I wrote during the bible study...It is a challenge for me to lead the cg and most of the time I feel like giving up...and just stay at my comfort zone...

Yesterday is been a really hard time for me... I keep telling myself to take this as a training ground so that in future I will continue grow and able to serve and glorify Him in more ways! Everyone loves to stay in their comfort zone but sometimes we have to learn to take one step out and letting God to change and mould you in order to grow...

Just like a nugget of gold taken from the stream, it needs to be refined and purified in the fire before emerging as a pure substance... It is the same concept of our life... Though the process is hard and painful but with God's grace and mercy, He will bring us through...

Therefore, learn to surrender to Him and rely on His strength for He is our faithful Father and His love never fails...This songs remind me that how much that I have change after I accepted God in my life...I have experience His love and transformation when the time I accepted Christ into my life... I hope you will experience it one day...

Change My Heart, O God
Make it Ever True
Change My Heart, O God
May I be like You
You are the Porter I am the Clay
Mould Me and Make Me
This is what I pray